Showing posts with label PMS. Show all posts
Showing posts with label PMS. Show all posts

Thursday, April 28, 2011

Insecurities

Falling, tumbling

Fast like the wind

Down the winding road

That never ends


I'm calling to

Your name in the dark

Despite the wall

I built to keep you out


I know you want

To make me better

Can't there be beauty

In who I am?


Dear melancholy

Plesae embrace me

I want to elude

These killing eyes

Saturday, March 5, 2011

Mood Swings and PMS :)

Mood Swing (noun)

-Alternation of a person's emotional state between periods of euphoria and depression.

This might be PMS (pre-menstrual syndrome). It must be. I've been feeling a bit wasted and empty at the end of the day for the past week. And suddenly, after singing to myself a rather shaky version of 98 Degrees' "Because of You", I felt like crying. Now I feel like crap.

For a few minutes (and I mean very few), I remembered my only ex-boyfriend. I missed him. But I can't say that I haven't moved on, I know this isn't entirely about him, because after a while I already felt okay. I guess it's normal to have regrets and miss your ex-whatever occasionally, here and there. I guess a memory of a happy moment can either make you feel happy or sad, or maybe both. I guess sometimes we just savor the memories we try so hard to hold on to, and then drop it all of a sudden, because there are just things that are never going to happen anymore. And though we're just dying to see those things come to life, we know that letting them be is the best thing to do.